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Saturday, 25 July 2009

  • Dancing for Breast Cancer

    One of the best choreography I have seen on "So You Think You Can Dance"! Tyce is an amazing choreographer.
    Nigel has said all that I wanted to say for this dance. Expressing without the use of words, yet so touching, so powerful. I don't know about others, but it certainly touched my heart.  The strength that Ade has, The trust Melissa has for Ade, was the perfect fit for this performance.

    Judges were right, that there really aren't any other two who can dance it better!



Friday, 26 June 2009

  • I tried so hard to live, so hard...so hard

    "...coz its like this circle, you do stuff to get money, so you can get high to forget the stuff you did to get money to get high....I guess you feel old"

    Came across "Try" - 15min short film (worth to watch - contain disturbed scenes).. This vid is actually by Smashing Pumpkin

    Its intellectual and beautiful, one of the best short films

    It strikes me...I was speechless...This  "TRY" pretty much reveals the  truth of the world

    watch it, give your thoughts to it.

    "I try so hard to live, so hard...so hard, but... I tried really really hard, i cant..."

    ITS sunny and warm like California...

    We try hard, we know we can achieve our goals...coz we know...


Friday, 05 June 2009

Thursday, 04 June 2009

  • Brehanna homeless girl

    Read this news about 3 weeks ago. It saddened me reading the article http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/30644993/
    News Review
    Are you KIDDING me?
    "American children who experience homelessness —
    a group that includes one child out of every 50 in America,
    according to the National Center on Family Homelessness"
    Sourced from MSNBC.

    Its heart breaking reading that Brehanna has to go through something like this at the age of 9, living inside a tent, homeless. This recession is really hitting hard on a lot of families. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/30649003/displaymode/1247/?beginSlide=1&beginChapter=1&beginTab=1#
    I was naive enough to email msnbc hoping to do something for the family (knowing that msnbc will not respond...what can I do? you can pray...i have been, but you got to take some action as well.. 1/50...Brehanna is one of the many millions out there that Obama would require immediate attention), but at the very least, I have showed my support to Brehanna. (yes...laugh all you want)

    A lot of these innocent homeless kids do not even get the opportunity to access the necessary resource to achieve the goals they only can wish for...and they are homeless. They don't deserve to be homeless! It is only that the choices were not given to them. They are eligible to become a member of the homeless population if the opportunities were given to them, but they abused it. I admit I am somewhat stereotypical. I am glad that there are a number of organizations willing to help this population. Couples can have all the pleasure they want, but it is the children that suffers when a child burdens them.

    A lot of us have a tendency to avoid news with sensitive topics as such, because we are living under the world of shame? Why does the homeless population continue to raise when the economy continues to strengthen (back in beginning of 2008)? There are millions of societal issues, but homeless kids is one that must take serious attention. Did not Obama stated in one of his talks that children is the future of the States? He clearly stated in one of his press con. that higher education is the only way out for the citizens of America. It is only through that, the recession diminishes and to slowly revolutionize how businesses are done in America. Let's see how he will live up to his words.


Monday, 01 June 2009

  • In Remembrance of the Person I loved

    R.I.P grandpa...

    May 27th, the day of my convocation, you entered heaven’s gate
    Leaving the white house with a Mono Lisa smile
    Your infectious disease caused the crowd around your bed in tears
    The sniff of noses, the wipe of tears, the sound of constant choking from crying
    The moment has gone into chaos, terrified, walking out with disbelief.
    Hearts broken into millions & merely impossible to reassemble
    Many with insomnia
    Eyes working hard, constantly manufacturing teardrops.

    Night passed.
    Sun arrives with sharp stings, but headaches and heartaches dominates
    Sudden influx of memories charges in arrays. Bitter Sweet!
    White flags pulled, surrendered.
    When Denatonium, a compound of extreme bitterness, walked past the tongue
    There comes a moment of awakening
    Reality tells us so; the natural process each one goes,
    None can escape from Mr. Fate.

    Visit you one last time, June 9th, here I come.
    With no regrets, I loved you.
    You did all you could to support your beloved.
    A stubborn, but caring person I loved, am loving, and will always love.
    You know: there is a very special place deep inside my heart reserved just for you.
    Remember to come and visit whenever you can!